Thursday, January 24, 2013
Found that "I don't give a damn my dear"
Early this morning I made a written list of all, and I do mean all, the things in my life which are in process of collapsing, from the buildings around me to the people, even the much anticipated Hockey team which on return to a short season lost 3 of 3 games. I'm at a point of saying "I don't give a damn my dear" and that has nothing to do with depression or not caring, it's a feeling that goes with the emotional stuff of the past, all of which does not pertain to this new moment in which, without it, I can really create it to be as I choose... I'm not even feeling
for my adult children ~nothing is there and the vibration that goes with the thought of them is completely new and I sense it forming a new level of love not just for them but for the other people that run across my mind as well as things. There is no more attachment of that muddled smog which apparently comes from underlying emotion created by past events (like births, struggles, joys pains etc) that residual emotion does not exist. There is only the clear crisp sharp new sensation of energy which is a totally clean slate, and devoid of centuries of past life and years of this life emotions. It really is an~ I don't give a damn ~ non-emotion, cause there is none of that smog that once existed as karmic dust. They said karma would no longer be part of this new vibration and I though I knew what that meant...Now I feel what it means. It's a vibration of loving all without any attachment to it and at the same time knowing it's all part of your wholeness being expressed in a different way..this isn't a mental knowing it's a feeling permeating every cell.
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Posted by aKuna Kumara