Are We Changing Elenin Perdictions?

Is Comet Elenin Disintegrating? Is our thought changing it's outcome?

Below is the link to this question which shows scientific astrological information of Elenin change occurring...

http://isis2012return.multiply.com/journal/item/3234/Is_Comet_Elenin_Disintegrating_..._is_it_her_threat_over

For those aware how we human as souls project our physical into being, we also know now that No-Thing is created outside ourselves, but all reality is a projection from within. We as aspects/souls of the Whole of the Source Field understand that collectively we created this Earth reality in a Solar System designed as a Universe acting as our stage.This is quite a projection but non the less the reality is our design and through a joint thought it's held in place for our individual focuses as humans to experience being the actors in a story line we choose. We know all which appears physical in it's base form is actually energy of it's personalized vibration frequency, and science is coming up with proofs agreeing. We are just opening the door of understanding and taking the first steps toward consciously mastering our own reality experiences, and as such see how the most recent hurricane Irene was a reactive energy result of the frequency of Mother Earths Aura in various locations. This is aura being a result of the energy humanity living in an area has created to become. (we all know there are lesser or nicer feels to certain places, and this energy is that Earth Aura we are speaking of)

Irene was only a Category2 and upon making landfall in the U.S. she slowed to a Cat1 or a Tropical Storm. Her danger was not the wind, however powerful, but her lack of movement remaining in place for hours dumping quantities of rain on already saturated soils. Thus her damage came not from the norm of wind but amount of water. As she moved it appeared she would pick and chose the areas in which to show her wrath, when in truth according to how energy works that wrath was a reflection of the density existing in a given area that the planet needed to release. (sorry people but true, and it's time we start recognizing our thoughts create the energy we radiate as aura and this determines the energy frequency of the aura where we live on Mother Earth as she too is a living being just a different form)

If we can do this on planet .....and we do all the time as this is how our reality works because all creation is energy formed from our thoughts and belies manifesting as physical. Then it also means we can change cosmic events by changing the energy of the thoughts applied to them. It appears we humans fear the unknown, so when we then are in the knowing fear may raise but then take that swing of the pendulum to the other polarity of non fear having taken what precautions we feel comfort in. There are many who accept Comet Elenin is on it's way, but fell just as with others it too will pass us by or become a non factor. Our knowing of it is most probably serving our best interest because by believing in it we feel it could never happen to us that a comet would destroy this planet.(if we were unaware it would have free will to exist as it was originally created to perform ~~ but humanities change is changing it;s action instead) We must remember now in our new awareness how truly powerful we are as beings, because we in truth are that force of creation being in the likeness of the Source Field which is All Things or what we have presumed to call GOD. Being of this likeness we then are co-creating the entirety of the reality we experience which includes Elenin and it's action within our reality. Thus the question can be transformed to ask:
Are We Changing the Elenin Event Predictions so we save our planet with the transformed energy frequency of our thoughts?

Earth's Aura Being Balanced

Irene has visited and disappeared into the night to never return; in her wake she left devastation and death, but for the most part it's been far less in most areas than one could ever expect from a hurricane. WHY?
No it wasn't some conspiracy to control us via HARP of false reporting, that concept is old paradigm thinking in which we were victims of forces outside ourselves. The new paradigm awareness lends us to recognize all reality is a reflection of the energy created from within us. Science has viewed this in many forms and agrees. This is new knowledge about our world as a whole being/consisting of ENERGY with a FREQUENCY. Yes new awareness that all, including humans, is energy in base form with it's own frequency mixing, connecting, and communicating at all venues like a misty smoke as One, in what is called the Source Field.

Irene was energy which (Mother Earth or) our planet as an energy being became.This energy is her pain formed from our rape of her, misuses, overcrowding, anger, corruption, and cruelty extruded by humans forming her aura. No sorry the other kingdoms are not self involved, they live in a symbiotic energy of unified equality and respect that humans simply do not embrace at present. This dense low frequency energy builds until Mothers body must release it's weighty density to cleanse her aura of it. Thus we regularly experience natures events in some form or another which we call weather. The elements are a part of the planets aura which become manifested as weather. It is similar to our being filled with love but working with those who are corrupt angry and unhappy. Our aura would soon become filled withthis mixed energy if we do not cleanse ourselves of it. It's likened to angry humans in a room, you walk and are effected by their energy, you don't have to see or hear anything, you feel the density of energy. Eventually if the people didn't disband or calm themselves they would like in the Firestarter movie explode that energy into something physical. It's why we feel like we will explode when anger energy builds in us. The energy which is Mothers aura eventually explodes into violent earth conditions like volcanic eruptions, earthquakes, or hurricanes which are the most useful as they can wash away the density so a higher energy frequency prevails. She rids her aura of it's density to be in balance again.

We saw this with Katrina ... and we just saw it happen with Irene where the storm as it moved to cleanse out the old density which was caught in place by clutter of mixed energy from such large populations. The storm was powerful, just powerful enough to cleanse energy which was stuck having little remaining life force of it's own. Much like the dead cells on our skin it was slothed away leaving the clean healthy vibrant higher frequency energy present. HOW SO? Because the east coast from Florida to New England houses masses of Lightworker groups living holistic energy practices. These humans have for years participated raising their energy frequencies in a conscious manner for personal healing for self ascension as well as for that of the planet as a whole. This energy has become set in the mind of the collective in this area and the lower level frequencies are no longer fed the life force it needs to exist...The PEOPLE of the east coast produce a frequency which feeds the life force into an aura of the higher resonance of love and oneness. Thus that storm did only what it needed to (which was very little) to whisk away the depleted denser frequency. Energy works with energy in this way. It's why we say our thoughts matter.It's way we have said do not attempt to disrupt natures weather patterns only ask that it do only what it must for Mother Earth creating as little pain as possible for her occupants...Thus seers have known these storms react to the frequency produced by the people living in an area, which then becomes Earths Aura. The east coast was spared in many areas because the prominent aura energy frequency resonated high and it only need the caught denser dead or dying energy freed, so it could be washed away. All area results were what they were according to the Earth Aura of that area.

It's time for humanity to begin seeing reality as the ENERGY of the unified collective Source Field.

We Held Resonance High Against IRENE

I'm exhausted after the past few days with Irene. Thurs/Friday wore phone out looking to buy a for small generator for the tenant house basement which would take on it's normal water but electric surly would go out creating a flood as sump pump would not work. Well it did all of the above = and I was first on the Fire Co. list to get pumped, but Oneson remembered neighbor has a camper and a small generator. It was waiting for us just as the fire co showed up. Basement water tank, hot water heater and freezer were saved with ease from the rising water. Thinking around all this, which at first seemed problematic, was actually solved with ease and is attributed to holding my energy in it's highest frequency cause I knew all would be fine and in accordance to the frequency I put out~~~~~And It Was. This was an event produced by the collective and experienced by me according to the vibrational resonance I maintained knowing all would be in harmonic balance even if it was a major collective storm event.

What I do find a real problem is not the event or it's aftermath, but the attitude of these onlookers who insist in turning it into some kind conspiracy to harm humanity. It has simply become all to evident at this time how the lower energy of those who are getting off on this has taken hold of the fear within others which helps to created a lesser low level thought form from outdated predictions of the past. This only shows how some who think they are so aware are so overly involved in the beliefs of the past vibration they have not yet grasped the new vibrational higher energy beliefs available for all to embrace.
*People we have moved beyond the energy of old fear mongering of doom that was expounded on by religions and the old gods involved in the extremes of polarity. Unless this is where you prefer to experience reality from, you really don't have to.
*We now as a collective sit in a space-time of frequency where awareness shows us we are the co-creator's of reality
because we truly are made in the image of the Source of All Things. We are an aspect of that Source Creator and as such can create our own desired reality via the frequency of simply holding this as our knowing.
*We no longer need believe we are victims of energies outside ourselves as they once held us to believe, because via our thoughts creating our vibration we can create our preferred reality experience. Forces regardless of what you believe them to be do not have hold on what you experience as your reality....it is time to throw this old belief of victim-hood out with the flood water of Irene.

Thousands of people along the east coast collectively experienced a Category 1 Hurricane which covered 800 miles to it's outer bands (one of the largest on record) It produced Tropical Storms 300+miles inland. It wasn't the category but it's slow movement with exceptional rain drenching already saturated land that was the major concern, and the fact the EYE road the physical coast right into New York City. This was a highly rare 100 year event happening last in 1903 and before in 1821. It is why we have what is called 100yr flood planes on our real estate maps for insurance purposes. There was no conspiracy here it was natures natural cycle, and because the masses were well informed and prepared they suffered little because their energy was not that of great fear creating something to be more feared. What could of been apocalyptic for NYC and shore towns was not, even though it did great damage and took 23 lives, it could of been much worse and in the mornings sun shine we are wondering what all the hype was about... We in a state of harmonic calm downgraded the fear category .
It's time to stop thinking everything is conspiracy and everyone is out to get us, it is not true unless you desire to create this as your reality....Knowing of events is a means to prepare which keeps us from fear of the unexpected. There are always old energies of conspiracy to come our way we need not hold their threat in our consciousness.
Obviously few on the east coast of America did, as the masses fared will in what turned out to be comparatively peaceful cleansing by Mother Earth.

NEW MOON Today = Emotional Energy Forcast

Dancing With Irene's

We chose a rather great area to live..No hurricane's tornado's volcano's and the thudding earthquakes we do have are hardly noticed as they are on huge slabs of granite the sand washes out between. Thus our life is quite safe with little disruption other than what comes from above as we even sit on top of a mountain where water ways do not infringe flooding. Lately the heavy rains create quite enough flooding with water gushing down the stone lane and brick sidewalks covering pastures in 6 to 8 inches of water on it's way to the stream in the woods. A few times there were straight line winds which did a little damage near by but not to us. Today however we are concerned as the ground is so wet it's become a danger for these 100+foot tall trees. We had several topple in the woods over the summer, laying on other tall ones. There is nothing to do about this other than cut them up, but so far Oneson can't get to it as his big chain saw blew up. Thinking he could fix it he bought a smaller one to start on smaller things around the buildings and now finds he must buy another very expensive big one...So it goes, and this soggy ground is today even iffy with these trees and Irene headed our way in her dance. Hired professionals to take trees from along the power line and those which were endangering buildings. However this was 7/8yrs ago and we are in need again especially with the growth this season with all the rain.

Irene is coming up the east coast, will reach us Saturday night into Sunday morning. We are 100+miles inland in Pa. so will not get the worse of it but we have gotten other hurricanes that were damaging. Spent yesterday readying the tenant house and this morning securing things around the building we live in, son is doing his barns. Removed anything which might become a projectile weapons. Nearly forgot the bird feeders which must come down tpp. We are concerned the garden will be washed away. We've worked so hard on it and do need it's gifts which aren't quite ready to be picked. I've brought in the tomatoes, will salad us to death. They are all odd and deformed from this weird weather so beyond dehydrating as they are watery and seeded. Think Will leave the carrots and beats till after and if they wash up get them then, peppers are to small yet and the squash is all green.
Will have to ask Mother to go easy on these plant beings who have been working so hard to do what they do against all this odd weather. Tonight just before dark will turn the hot water heater off in the basement in tenant house. The water should stay hot 24hours..This way if the electric goes out and water rises above the tank it won't short and start a fire... I'll have to get up and check the electric situation several times over night Sat/Sun... that is of course the worse of the storm in this area and if power goes out all the electric will need to be turned off at the box for safety.

Stay safe all those in the wake of Irene's dance....she will be gone come Monday morning....

Thought Created Water Heater Problems

What I didn't need was another bill but it's always something and the plumber will be changing both (2) thermostats in the hot water heater. One is shot but why play with it just replace both they are the same age. This actually is something created YA I'm sure of it..the water was heat just fine till I began talking to an instillation man about the size wattage needed to be produced for a backup power generator. Looking at one to hook in directly and run on propane since we already have it. Then propane is also more stable at about $3.00 to gas same amount being closer to $4 these days. To go solar your talking big bucks and lots of panels and batteries. Batteries also have a limited life span and are costly. So in end the most economical is propane for me. Theproblem was the Hot Water Tank which takes about 5000 watts so if it's on and there are other things on in the house when the power goes out and the generator kicks in we need a big one...Now the 7000 watt runs about $1500 installed and maintained it's $3200..about right unless I have the gas co. hook in propane and my electrician hook into electric panel and it's more like $2/2500 but would pay for maintenance. I would have to leave the generator off - not on automatic and turn the hot water heat off and only turn it on when all the other things are off. But who want to mess with this ?? the electric co has a timer on my panel (they no longer use) I may be able to set it for use with a generator...

Anyway the object is I realize my thoughts about this were quite in depth and serious so they created a thermostat problem so I know how long the water might stay hot in between turning on the thermostats...for generator compatibility. Creating our mind thought is powerful these days.

No I Know Why I Did It

There's always so much going on in my head I honestly have stopped trying to figure it all out, much of the time do that play it by ear thing, which is actually play it by thought. Over the weekend for some odd reason I got this urge to clean the shelves in the mud room. There are eight book cases 7ft high we got for the store to display raw crystals. They're the plain white ones from staples with movable shelves. On closing the store brought them home for eBay sale items, since eBay selling has gone by the wayside they are used for tools and extra cooking appliances. Oneson being who he is has spread beyond the portion deemed his by shoving things anywhere without organization; so be it until he enters my space! I'm one who likes to walk in a room, not turning light on cause I know each item is in it's place and can be found by simply reaching for it. No I'm the farthest thing from compulsive obsessive, I just like my disorganization uniform. Thus by Monday morning things had partly been reorganized on different shelves leaving the lower space by the outside door vacant.

Extra paint and garden supplies have been stored there. It's more organized to grab garden stuff as you walk out the door and keep paint with fumes there, but I've managed to move part of it to the higher shelves leaving the two five foot wide hip high spaces empty. Eventually realized in the back of my mind was to move rubber tubs, containing food supplies, from the attic to this spot. I wasn't quite sure why as food near the dusty drive way door made little sense, but I've learned not to totally fight my inner sense on things like this which don't effect other people. By the time the shelving was cleared and washed clean I knew that in event of a major happening we wanted food supply easily accessible. Ok I wasn't planning on an event but I won't fight my inner senses knowing they come from a higher mind than my physical.

Then Tuesday afternoon 1:51p.m. the ground beneath me began to roll for all of maybe 30 seconds. When these thing take you by surprise you don't accurately calculate time, but it was longer than realized as at first I thought it me sick and about to faint as I was dizzy. We have thud earthquakes regularly, this was a roll felt the length of the U.S. East coast. So it is rubber tubs with supplies have been moved near the door of an outside wall, in a section of the building without a second floor. Today more space will be cleared for tubs of dehydrated food and water bottles.I'm still not planning or sensing anything, but follow my instincts from higher mind as I go through this lower live physical experience.

Did Mercury Rx Get You Yet?

All over people are saying they can't wait till this Mercury Rx passes, giving lists of hold ups teaching them powerful lessons. I knew mine would have meaning but never expected what I got. Thank heavens it goes direct 25/26th this week because I think we have enough to battle getting through the pressure of these Solar Winds which is like an elephant sitting on our head. Mercury Rx is a different animal this time around doing it's job holding back forward movement and communications. With me it's been holding back finances with this new tenant who has been a no pay July & Aug.. No pay with the gas company too as they resealed the tanks. Ya lost rent hurts, so does electric bill I pay which she's run up, but guess they are worth it for the lesson I'm getting about AGAIN not following my physic instincts. I've been told for years I must trust my knowing over what is occurring in physical. It's not new and not just with tenant, it's with my adult son who is the same personality, and has been this way with several important male love interests over the years.
~Narcissist~ people with great upfront personalities you just can't help but like, while knowing they are cons manipulating you behind a warm smile. Truth is ~these are dangerous people~ this personality doesn't allow compromise as they Will Have Their Way At Any Cost At The Expense Of Others. We just can't believe it and keep telling ourselves we are wrong and imagining this. The boyfriend in the 12yr relationship was one too. Watched him wheel his deception with customers, knowing he was doing it with me for years but kept telling myself it couldn't be, he was a great guy and I had to be paranoid. WELL GUESS WHAT I was not paranoid anymore than I have been about my son or this tenant. With a smile on their face they use you, look you right in the eye and lie to get what they want. They are so convincing in their likable ways you fall for it, because your to sincere to believe anyone could be like this. Finally this RX presented this issue of my not trusting my physic knowing, through a tenant rather than my adult child or a mate whom I love. Trusting our inner instinct over what we see outside ourselves, is one of the hardest thing we can learning to do. I have all the confidence in my physic ability when it comes to other peoples lives, but when it comes to mine I just don't want to believe others would do this to me when I have caring intentions.

Yesterday was a corker ~ started with Oneson's totally uncooperative weekend and me driving 20minutes to meet his work ride at 6:15 . This meant rush for me getting back to eat, shower, dress, and make it to IV Chelation appointment at 8:30. His sarcastic response to a question really set me off kilter. You just don't bite the hand that butters your bread. When home left a message for daughter who was to call me with instructions and alarm code to feed cat. Hubby and boys had left for the high country Friday, she worked and was to join them Monday. She calls me back annoyed and sarcastic that I bothered her cause as usual she'd over extended herself. This is rare btn us, so it was the clue something was going on with the energy, it was a warning the sky was about to fall in on me. A few minutes later tenant calls from where she's babysitting at daughters, asks me to loan daughter my key to her place cause daughter needs get something. Without prompting daughter tells me mother is a compulsive liar who has robbed her, and has been jailed for fraud a number of times. No real surprise, knew she was a con but AGAIN out of compassion I'd given an unethical manipulator the benefit of the doubt over my physic knowing. I see what she is doing in physical just as I see sons actions, yet each time fall into their trap of lies to further get me to be succumb to the will. NO I'm not doubting myself I just don't like doubting others and their motives or ethics. For some reason at this point in time-space I must stop this by learning to trust and act upon my knowing even it it's painful for me to do this. It's by design that not all beings will choose to step into the new paradigm higher consciousness and we must accept it may even be those we love, and protect ourselves from their attempt to bury us along with them in their low life pit of old paradigm corruption.

We're Never Done

Sign of the times.Just have to keep working at it !

Living With the SOLAR FLAIRS

Rough night, back hurt, caught up on sleeping till 7, can't tell you last time I went past 5:30. Haven't been feeling myself with the pressure from Photon Energy of Solar Winds. They are as we're told gradually transforming our DNA with their energetics, but none the less it's concentrated work to remain open to them allowing their flow through us. Picture it as opening the door a bit, holding in that position until the next Solar Wind blast when it will move open a tad more. This is process of opening our door gradually step by step as the hinges comply. Understand this must be a gradual thing to allow our neuron activation to expand capabilities and develop a synchronized harmony within so we don't blow our physical electro-magnetic circuit's. This last Solar Flair was a real powerhouse, still feeling it's effect and many notice it making statement on electronic devices, as they are connect to the satellites. Fortunately Verizon who was/is still striking in physical agreed to go back to work without a contract as I'm sure even tho we are not being told there were some major problems developed. (see for all those outside the USA have to say about Americans we are capable of acting far more civilized as a people, even if not a government, than what other countries exhibit. This action by thousands of Verizon workers is a harmonic effort to the advantage of others beyond themselves) It's been said to protect satellites they shut them down till the solar blast passes. This is of course if they are aware ahead of time and there are people working to do this. That's not important really. We should, if we desire to avoid frustration, learn to live less dependent upon these wireless communications . You may remember when my big conversion-van broke down several times a year ago, before I purchased a new car, I mentioned how this was me designing practice sessions for myself to become less dependent upon that means of transportation; I've owned my own and driven 53 years, longer than most of you are old. Solar Flairs could stop our vehicles dead in their tracks, frying their computer chips, sending someone with this long a dependency on them over the sanity edge, Thus I had to learn to be without and depend on my legs or other means. This too has connections to my physical knee problems; only recently realized so began walking again, working though the pain which disappeared as I built strength and re-establish flexibility in ligaments and tendons. Have a friend my age who often refuses to ride saying she must walk so she doesn't loose the ability to traverse the mountain. I'd thought about how Obama made us get rid of our old cars and now we're dependent upon computerized transportation. What a joke it's another way to control keeping the population where they want it. Thought about buying a junker, but then realize I'd need not just my mechanic son, but unavailable parts and gas from computerized pumps that would not work. So legs and horses it is!!!

Seems there was a blog on the tip of my fingers when I came down this morning, this wasn't it. After turning off dehydrator, bagged Green Beans, Carrots and Corn then heat sealing the closure, seems the blog got lost. Maybe it's in one of those food bags . As I sit here I'm watching flight activity at the kitchen window. Bird feeders have been empty since running into the hungry bear, just when I thought it safe to fill them Oneson came upon one with a radio collar. Ok, birds will fair for themselves, but not Humming Birds, or as I nick named them Hummies. They are wonderful enjoyable friendly creatures, and a perfect reminder of how each moment, each event, in my present reality is about harmony. Humming a tune of harmony with all creation as it shifts in consciousness for this new Aquarian Age experience.
This may mean no electric or transportation but we can manage if we choose to harmonize with natures creation for the greater good of all.

You Can Transform Prophacy

Been busy putting up food, something done the better part of my life which began with mother in the 1940's when home canning was the main stay of greater America. By 1950's freezing produce became more popular and sometime in late 70's small table top dehydrators came into use. Frozen is by far the closest to natural fresh food. Canning while good for many things produces soggy soft vegetables. Dehydrating is perfect for snacks soups and stews, it's also a faster cleaner method which takes far less storage space and keeps longer. Of all methods freezing is least economical due to electric cost and freezer burn. Thus I've opted to do most preservation through dehydration because I've found most winter cooking as soup and stews to help add heat and moisture during the heat season, the crock pot is always going if not the cast iron pot on a wood heater. Pot on the wood stove is the most efficient way as killing many birds with that one stone. Today I do things keeping in mind how we are going through many earth-changes and we will find ourselves responsible for sustaining our own survival in lifestyles of a new unified world consciousness. There is no fear in prophecy warnings because they are just that warnings to heeded by planning to not be dependent on the world outside myself both spiritually and physically raising my frequency, so I can continue to raise consciousness creating a new reality experience.

Seems lately no matter what way I turn someone is directly or indirectly talking about end times and 2012 prophecy. Let me say here all of my 69 years I've recognized I would at some time encounter this period in humanities evolution cycle. Been blogging this since 2004, speaking of it since 1987 and have never at anytime sensed it was an End Time but rather a transformation into a New Beginning. This is said from a deep deep connection to Native American, Egyptian and Dogon past life memory in which there was the feeling one must prepare spiritually as well as physically to weather these times of transforming frequency. Prophecies are given to warn people so they can prepare for what is to come. They were always given to allow the awareness of consciousness to raise or ascend to higher levels, enabling us to alter a probable event. NO PROPHECY IS GUARANTEED TO OCCUR since this is a Free Will reality, and that Will allows for evolutionary transformation of consciousness.

There are many who still believe in the Amen or a word of prophesy being the last word, by not being aware the Amen holds human consciousness in a energy of belief today though Christianity's prayer ending, but is energy originally derived from Egyptian culture which held control over the peoples desire to ascend to higher planes of consciousness. Now many will argue their beliefs here, but I can only say to see where my senses come from read the prophecy's of these dooms day predictions and see how many periods have come and gone in which they were not so much wrong but transformed to not occur because humanity in it's inner quest of knowing had raised consciousness frequency transforming the prediction outcome.

Where are we today.... Moving toward the mid point of a major transformation in frequency of energy of the consciousness of all in this time-space we know as Earth reality. The mid point is ( there is is still great controversy over 11/28/2011 or 12/12/2012) personally I feel strongly it is both as time is an illusion and this year long period will exist in our Earth reality of time but in time-space be only a moment. It is we who will create this moment individually as we each come to that awareness. The object of a year is to prevent chaos and destruction by a sudden frequency change and thus this year period is likened to the gradual turning on of lights around the globe as it revolves into it's night and then awakens in a new dawn of awareness. Having worked with unseen planetary higher consciousness most of my life I can guarantee from experience this is the way things are done so as to not create a short circuiting with a sudden overload of energy. We are moving up to a point of complete transformation just as the hands of a clock moves to the midnight point of 12 and then moves beyond toward the light of a new day. There is no Dooms Day only the end of the day we know into a new day of higher frequency consciousness. Below is a page I found which will show you how many prophets predicted dates and events which did not occur. Were they fakes? No! Their predictions were possible to have occurred, except humanity raised it's level of conscious awareness and thus prophesy changes because human frequency transformed the existing energy. This is what we can once again do...We do not have to be in fear of all these Dooms Day Prophesies because WE are capable of transforming awareness to higher levels of consciousness to create the future Outcome WE Desire.
Below prophecy page found "which we are transforming":

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/profecias/esp_profecia01h4.htm

Facing Our Own Reflection

Just updated notes ..
"You don't get what you want ~ you get what you are"

Presently holding on to this attempting to get the mind wrapped around it. The prob is the new tenant just called me to say her missing Social Security check will be here in 30days..then I ask what happened to this supposed check she had received which bounced on her..well it's been redeposited she says.... all well and good I want cash by next Monday or she's out. Hate doing this, hate playing the 3D money game, but so far she moved in July 15 paid 1/2 months rent with security to be paid in installments. Pd nothing yet and her July and now August rent check are no good. She says she has all this incoming that has not materialized in the bank. My words were "This is a lot of crap no one moves into a new apartment without any money to do it". Ok she has 1week to totally prove herself or she's out !!!!

Oneson went away this horrid rainy weekend and left me swimming to his horses. Have no prob with caring for them I was a professional at it, but at nearly 70 have been battling two bad knees and slocking in mud up to my ankles is risky and painful. He turned his phone off to save battery, then never called to ck if things were ok here...Had he I'd of told him to be home Sunday afternoon. As it is he returned Monday evening cause with rain even today has no work so is sleeping it off yet..(late sleepers always annoy me and this well it's more anger) Tenant only added to it as I'd given her an ultimatum last Friday to have it settled by yesterday Monday....she ignored it till today Tues.. SO I'm at the point of wondering where this which is me is being reflected from within me.. cause I'm an early riser who is conscientious, always keep others informed and since being on my own after marriage in 1982 have always paid every bill on time and planned financial moves ahead.... thus I'm just the opposite of these two people.

Now the only thing I envision is this is meant to show me how none of this 3D worldly stuff is important cause it's all based on belief systems we created for the game, and we are just here playing a role for the experiences of it's adventure as a learning expansion. My thought regarding son and my response to the tenant are not in any way me holding my Highest Resonance Frequency. Thus I've allowed this reflection I'm creating of them to influence my emotions and thus the frequency I am as a being. It's important we all learn to hold our highest frequency awareness and think from our Heart Mind, if we ever intend to survive the storms which lay ahead.
Just another little test I planned for myself to show me my own progress.

The Controlers APP on Our Handheld Devises

5a.m even tho light has changed with sunrise the inner clock's still set early. This can be a good thing to not need an alarm clock, but unnecessary to get up this early when you can't do anything. Noise travels in the silence of the woods and would wake tenant in the other side of this old barn by traveling the large beams. For some reason he's not off to work. Horses also have an ear tuned to the house so minute someone stirs they whinny for breakfast, I'm not going out in the dark. Seems we missed rain from intermittent clouds over night. That's good as we got 4to5 inches of rain Saturday/Sun night, could tell by the pond rise in water and how tenant house basement flooded, thank heavens for sump pumps.

Looks like weather channel hype was just that AGAIN, as yesterday there was only a small shower and today just a few off chance showers. Remember I blogged about the media creating our reality for us, well the weather channel is part of it and I'm going to stop watching it cause as we all know and want that job cause you never have to to it right to keep it. Honestly it worked a lot better when the kids were little and weather was only reported on the evening news, then my senses were heightened to read what was in the air. Did this with time also by light and my natural clock was always within 10minutes of on button. This goes to show me how as a species we've gotten away from using our inner connectedness with the blueprint of nature we as a collective helped to create. It shows also how we will loose all our inner abilities unless we go back to living more naturally without depending on things outside ourselves. To me this is saying "I must" place more concentration on connecting to my inner senses, by doing away with mechanical dependency. No more weather channel, no more clock checking. It will take a bit to get back to sensing it, but it can be done since it was something we all did at one point without any thought.

Those who control use these things to add to this overall process of our giving up the idea we are the ones creating our reality. The more we learn and speak of this fact the harder controllers work to control us by creating some new toy to occupy our senses. Oh I know that seems far fetched, but it's true, the more ways in which we become dependent on things outside ourselves the less confidence we have to recognize we create from the frequency of our thought which then reflects as our reality experience. Then the easier it is for them to program what we think and emotionalize.

This a.m.'s news did served one good purpose, by reporting how Asia and Europe are using a chip attachment to these new app devises for credit card payments and can on screen signature, it's coming to the U.S. soon. People are living their life via these devises. I'm seeing how it's becoming a hand eye habit just like smoking once was a hand mouth habit. It was that which I had the hardest time kicking when I stopped 40years of smoking. It wasn't until I started faking the movement pretending to smoke when the urge to do so hit, that I was able to stop the craving. This made me aware it was not substance addiction but a hand/mouth movement I was addicted to as a formed habit. People have replaced smoking with a hand/eye addictive movement via texting and using these devise apps to live their life by. This creates a looking outside ourselves as our reality, moving us even further from recognizing the truth of how we create our own reality from the emotion of thought within us. These devise apps are programing applications designed by those who wish to control and again we are doing it to ourselves by falling into this control trap. Wow what a realization!!!!!!!!!

8/13 Aquarius FULL MOON

Listen closely I'm sensing this full moon carries much of our personal creating for this New Aquarian Age Cycle
Of course with an Aquarius Moon in my natal chart it's going to have a strong effect on me, and even more so with a Venus ruler of my Taurus Sun....Now as far as Mars goes it's the planet of "action" it does not have to be violent unless you choose to perceive it action as such through war like anger. I refuse to create this in my reality and will thus hold a strong Venus LOVE energy having Mars then move me to action with Love not the opposition. We are the ones in control of mastering our reality via the beliefs and thought we express We must take responsibility now for what we create!

Media Controls Our Reality

"A controlled and corrupt media has been directing the attention of the masses by uniformly reporting on a state of managed chaos." The Pleiadian's

This statement is a message in Barbara Marciniak's book Path of Empowerment. It clarified messages I'd been receiving for years at times of civil unrest which simply said "The plan has always been Divide and Conquer". Known it since high school and viewed how it worked beautifully to destroy any unity the masses might have mustered in their diversified lives. We are seeing much of this in the world today, where the masses join in peaceful protest for change and some outside faction steps in to create violence. This violence stops any meaningful change the peaceful movements are bringing to our attention. It's a well managed disruption to keep those in control managing their agenda. Even when we join together in sorrow and despair over things such as major terrorist attacks it is they who have managed the attack to look like something it isn't so as to keep their agenda rolling by control of our emotional thinking. I don't get involved with the current news unless strongly directed to by that voice of higher consciousness in my head . It simply is a diversion from creating the life I choose to experience by avoiding having my emotions managed via the chaos those controlling our world from behind the scenes create for the masses to react to. The trickery has always been to allow us to do it to ourselves through our emotions, because it's emotions which create the expression of the reality reflection. Now when I talk this it's a different slant because all is energy and I recognize any controlling side is something I've placed there as part of the collective creating this reality. So in truth we do this to ourselves as part of what we wish these aspects of our soulself in this focus to experience. We can no longer fall into the trap which has been set regardless of who we perceive sets it. Do you hear this? Your emotion creates the expression which is then reflected back to you as your life experience. If you refuse to allow yourself to be sucked into things which influence you through what you watch read and think then you control the level of your emotions and thus control the reality you experience as life.

"Human emotion is our most beautiful attribute and it's also our self destruction." In other words while it makes humanity what it is, it's those very feelings which create the reality we experience. Thus we can master our emotional flow to master the expressing which creates what we experience. The media controls our emotion and by it controls our reality,
only if we choose to allow it!